My "blog" is a whore. I'm sorry. Cruelly. Comedically. Sorry. And...I'm the pimp. "PHAT LOVE & the thin girl" is FUNNY. You should see it! Over and over again. PHAT LOVE & the thin girl returns to Chatham on January 17, 2009. Buy tickets HERE.
My car collapsed on Friday morning. Have you heard about my emotional attachment to my car and her creator? If you have, then you already know...the raw reminders of what was...the sickening yearning to re-connect. Help me. No, never mind. I can do this. I CAN. Truthfully, the pain feels quieter. The break-down of my car came to reinforce that I don't need the addiction to chaos.I don't need LOVE/HATE, LOVE/HATE, LOVE/HATE. It was sufficating my huge capacity for the light...and I am grateful. For the message in the bottle...the billboard...the nudge...the abandonment...the solitude.
Through some sort of random indiscretion, I hear this: SHE DESERVES IT!
(Oh yeah? What???? What do I deserve???)
Love. Happiness. Friendship. Connection. Kindness. Compassion. Respect. Change. Evolution. Success. Beauty.
WHAT? A broken down car? WHAT? REALLY? IS that all you got?
Please.
Peace, Love and burning the past whilst tying a string around my finger.
xoT.
2 comments:
You most certainly do. Bathe yourself in the light that you exude, let it radiate off the goodness around you - allow it to illuminate and permeate your soul in return.
awe...thank you, beauty.
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